Still no sign of any chemo

Went to the Marsden yesterday, it was quite depressing really. The collection of fluid in my pelvis has still not dried up and stopped draining so the drain stays in for a while longer. This not good news as it's beginning to be quite sore and sitting on pipes and plastic connections of pipes is not comfy! I actually met Prof. Cunningham himself yesterday ( I hope that was not an indication of gravity of the situation), he was so nice but basically everything is on hold until this problem is sorted. I now have to see my surgeon Mr Bett to get his view on a way forward (which will not be at St Helier!) but he cannot see me today at his clinic and is away next week, so the thought is that I maybe go to Fulham Marsden to see a surgeon up there. All this is driving me crazy as I can have no chemo to zap the evil twins and I know that the smaller one of the two has already grown. It's all very frightening and whilst I may put on a brave face I can promise you it's an illusion - a bit like the swan that looks so graceful above water abut is paddling like the clappers underneath!!

I feel totally helpless and frustrated that I am going nowhere at the moment - lets hope for some more positive news soon. xx