treatment has started

Well, this new regime of treatment has started and got off to a flying start - felt fine etc but oh boy has it kicked in now! I feel so fatigued and have a blinding headache all the time and have hardly been able to get out of bed the last 2 days. I get so frustrated as I just want to have my chemo and then be well in between but I know that's not going to happen. Tomorrow I have an appointment with the wig man at the Marsden to choose something, not that I have lost my hair yet but I guess it's only a matter of time - I hope that they have something decent. I know they like to see you with hair first to get something that matches as far as possible but I wish I could take Amy with me to help but she's at work, never mind. Have decided to stick to something more or less as my own hair ~don't think I'm quite ready to be a blonde bombshell just yet!

Have not been able to go to work this week which is getting me down, it's unfortunate that whereas last year I had 3 weeks between chemo's, this year I only have 2 so there's not much time to recover in between. Listen to me - what a misery I sound, still I'm allowed, sorry guys, it's just not been such a godd week this week.

Will write again when I fell a bit better, xxxxx